Well, I have been thinking a lot lately(must be sober) and I have come to realize that ever since I started playing on Mafia my game has been for shit. First I was ecstatic about the 1 or 2 second timer (its a bitch waiting to spawn in other servers) then I realized it was a hacking server. Once I joined the forum I read posts and actually started to think some of the people on it were pretty cool. Most of them don't like me, but that's my fault. Anyways, I started concentrating on having conversations and shit instead of playing the game, which was pretty stupid. Believe it or not, but I used to be a pretty decent player(gasp!) and it wasn't that unusual for me to get a medal. Im not THAT good at all, but not as shitty as I have played on Mafia. Once I realized that I was trying to figure out how not to piss people off instead of concentrating on my game I knew it had to end:( Im gonna go to straight servers and "find" myself again. Not that any of you give a shit, but well, look at the heading of the thread.... I probably shouldn't write this since I am new as hell, but its more for me as well. I am not changing names or anything to get back. Anyways, forums aren't for me, too much drama, besides, I love the game. Im sick of saying sorry, and it was moot because I can't seem to shut up anyways, always been like that. And don't bother bitching about my posts because you won't have to worry about that, and as im not going to be here don't bother with the hate posts either, it will fall on deaf ears. Im sure I could have gotten to like you all if I had kept my fucking mouth shut, so there.
PS why the hell don't other servers have 1 sec timers? My guess is to stop spawnkilling.. .....
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Topic: dont bother telling me you don't give a shit because I don't give a shit (Read 3080 times)